I read articles sometimes about allergies and how to deal with them. I do not have allergies. Miles had allergies, bad allergies for most of his life. His nose was always running. I might read about a new treatment for allergies and think that maybe Miles should try this to help him. It’s hard to shake these habits.
I wish I did more for him to allay his pain and suffering. He broke his leg and he was in pain. He had problems with his eyes and the drops caused him pain, intense pain. I wish I could take it away from him and suffer it myself. I wish I could have his allergies and broken limbs and pain and allow him to live unencumbered for a healthy lifetime, me in pain for every minute and hour he could have in exchange alive and healthy.