These posts reflect a deep current of thought and emotion. It is a channel that has found its course somewhere within me. It sometimes surges and overruns its banks. It usually subsides, but it sometimes comes to the surface past its boundaries and won’t go away. These posts are plumbing those depths past the day-to-day surface appearances. These posts are explorations into what is happening deep below, not to try to control them but to understand them. I try to state facts, the truth of what I perceive within me. But it is hard to discern what happens in these depths. I do not express them in my day to day life and sometimes my only perception of them is when I sit down to write and reflect on the past, the present, and the impossible futures I imagine.
Day 353: Take Me to the River