I went on to Miles’s computer a not long after he died—he had built it himself a few years ago—and I looked around at what was on it. He was working on some photographs in a photoshop-like program. He downloaded a few movies. He had a bunch of bookmarks for file sharing and photography websites. All of it came to a halt in August.
I can see on his Last FM station the last songs he listened to. “Disorder” by Joy Division is the last song played on his station. I am not sure if he heard it, but it’s the last song played.
“I’ve got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away.”